Late Night Sleepy Thoughts 2 (Because I can't think of a good title)

As I lie on my bed waiting for time to speed up and my sleeping pill to be on effect, I drown myself in PC games and internet while I still can.

I am stressed but I'm not, I'm scared but I'm not, I'm angry but I'm not. I don't understand why I feel like I don't know how to feel the moment. Well, I feel the moment, but worry about the future. I think of the future at the moment. It's stupid and it's really annoying.

For now, I'll be optimistic whatever happens. I believe things could be better. Happiness for now is the best illusion I could project.

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